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Name: kevin
Country: United States
State: Missouri
Birthday: 8/25/1987
Gender: Male


Interests: kissing goodnight... *muah*
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Thursday, August 05, 2004

Hello, I'm back from Denver. what a long drive that was. It's good to be home. I love the rockies. They were amazing. I've been rather speechless since ive gotten home. The concert was awesome. I MISSED YOU. we will hang out soon. The worse part of denver was the druggies...around one corner was some girl on pcp and she was rolling around and jason and i were going to go check on her and when we got close she made some sort of a noise that was in her own language..it was freaking weird.. then some big buff black guy with ONE PANT LEG rolled UP offered us KB and Shrooms ..i was like FA_REEK_EEEY haha all i know is that...im watching 8 heads in a duffel bag and they just did the nightmear thing where the heads start singing Mr Hitman..pretty fucked up
im in my pjs now talking to missy...which means im in a pretty good mood just tired thats all
for now
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She waits in the fog. Snapshots of faces so wrong. and she is crying blissfully dying. she walked for miles wondering this way and that. and i asked her whats the bother? and she said its my dad. is he lost? no, he is running away. and usually i think of it as the other way. hello pops. is family to big of a word for you do you just have to leave it alone.you got your girl lost in a world that wasnt ment for two girls alone..man of the house? get the fuck out you lazy son of a bitch. STRIKE HER AGAIN.. i dare. you...ive got the pistol to your pillow and the second i hear her yell. Oh it will be over...and we will find a new daddy...to lose her in the fog a never ending search.. good fathers like oil try to find some and strike it rich when you do you'll recieve lots of love and hugs too...just listen little lady in the fog here's a flash light we'll get you out of this...alive...

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later -k-e-v-o


Tuesday, August 03, 2004

tomorrow morning im denver bound for a day...who really cares where i go anyways...
ill be home thursday afternoon i think

well everyone...umm see ya later...
dont forget everytime the sun hits your eye you become
a little more blind

every go here www.morrisseydance.com you will laugh


THATS SO TRUE ONE MORE

laugh it up i did bye for awhile


Monday, August 02, 2004

you smile like ive done something great
to you its ok you can relate
and am i here for you to interrigate
so ask me question and blind me with your eye
you bright little creature (ask me what im doing)
im dying to meet her
tonight...(ill explain)
I button up my shirt and slip on some slacks
i check my breath twice and im a nervous wreck
i sit on my pourch and the rain starts to pour and
your car pulls up and you wont get out and you tell
me another time (like a rain check) and
at this moment in time i have never hated the
rain so much. so i fell to my knees and i
began to hit the ground
and you just laughed as you watch and said ill see you around
you looked in my eyes and then i knew that was a lie
and i cried i cried i cried into the night.
im punching my pillow to rid it of tears and
im punching my stomach to get rid of fears
and my chest it beats and sound is so dead
so it beats more loudly then ever
i just want to know hows the weather?
Rain? still well ill never come out
until theres a drought and your mascara still runs
from the tears that i'll cause. Because you killed
me that night when the fire died and flood started
and now ill continue to move oh so broken hearted..


im fine..i guess....its silent here...the humm of the computer
and the noise of the tv. blends together so beautifully
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kevin smile \/ \/ \/ \/ \/ \/ \/





hehe


so im so im so confused...
.........lost siamese twins joined
at the chest.....
things are going to get tough
who gets the heart and who keeps the stomach
and who will stomach when the other is heartbroken?
if you run to far in that direction you will tear into to
sections..emotional walks around the block.. creating
music with your step.....


Sunday, August 01, 2004

Currently Reading
Sex, Drugs, and Cocoa Puffs : A Low Culture Manifesto
By Chuck Klosterman
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What do you need?
How this waiting game is killing me.
Oh, so painfully challenging now that I'm on my own
We've made our remarks, stuck to the scene.
Package is parceled,
withholding my dreams and we know they go slow.
Promise me you won't let go
You say words; meaningless, empty.
Broken, I dream of a of a girl that can handle with care
and who won't take me for granted.
And who won't rip out my eyes when I cry over you...
Falling down my cheek, my sweet, my heart, it dies,
it falls as we sing the songs of "I miss you's."

I miss you.
Broken, broken, broken...Cursive would blast through my ears
Through these veins, accompany my tears.
Promise me you won't let go
You say words; meaningless, empty.
Broken, I dream of a girl.
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we are wearing out

kevin



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